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its yet another day at work. damn i'm really getting sick of this office.
29th may... so near yet so far.
took another leave ytd cos i just dont feel like working.
anyway i'm leaving soon. my absence and presence in the company dont really matter a lot eh
but i'll miss my colleagues thou. peiyi junyuan joogeek deena and all those that has been very really nice to me. :(
if only i could change a manager.

well graduation ceremony on tues was (......)
i'm happy to see my frens but at the same time awkward to see my parents.well my dad in particular.
cos smth bad happen in the morning.
totally washed down all my exitement for the ceremony.
it's nice to be around people of your age and thinking and they speak the same lingo as you.
it's really boring me up in the office. with all the old people and their theory on life.
but one thing thats really sweet was:

when i was walking past the seats where the parents sat. my parents actually stood and waved at me. and the smile on their face.   priceless
just that split seconds, i could really see them smile gleefully from ear to ear. like as if all their worries and weariness were gone. it's like as thou nothing bad has happened and we are still the happy family.

but *poof* thats just in the dreams that you will find. its reality that we are living in.

but i must say three years of poly life really like flew past me.  *voosh vhroomh*
like it was just yesterday that i attended my FOC.
all 3 years was lecture tutorial dance performance danzation lecture tutorial dance fantazia funka lecutre tutorial dance camp danzation again and dance.
i sounded busy man. ahahahaha. in the wrong way. see how many lectures and tutorials i attend?
LOL
but i really really regret not studying hard.
got an earful from deex when she saw my graduating gpa. =/
so to all my lovely juniors who have yet to graduate. dont dance your results away! :D
i cant wait to see the photos taken (:

but i would like to thank TR01. so being such a wonderful class.
organising gatherings which i often miss but still welcome me
i want to thank anna for all the lecture notes she printed for me which without those i might not be talking abt graduation now
juchi for always giving me wake up calls and lectures on why i shouldnt dance too much till i forget that i'm actually a student still
wai wah for always offering me sweets and letting me play on her stress ball
val for always bickering with me to make the very boring everyday in school full of laugthers
edwin for being the best leader for projects. HAHA ED ED!! WE DID IT!!! :DDDDD
sufang for always offering hugs when she knows that i'm down and i like to have people hug me. she still owes me a lot fo hugs thou. hahahaha
cclia for all the random chats that we have in class and always being so nice and rushing all the reports for our group
christabel for being the craziest tiniest thing around in class that keeps everyone laughing. opps i didnt mean anything. i hope you enjoy your berlin trip thou :D
geroge for being so understanding and always there to talk to when i have nothing to do. ahhaah we dont really talk much. but once we start. oh my god
vincent for being edwin's wife (?? whats the link) ahahahaha but at least you two kept the class going.
jiawen for always amusing me with her liking for hello kitty and sanrio town. ahahaha i didnt know someone who looked so serious like such things.
apple for all the talks and lunch and gossiping. *hint: you know what i mean* HAHAHAHA
and to the rest of the class which is left with jialing, shuying, pearl, SEEweijie, chrsitine, ying ying, yongcheng and all those that have been in TR01 :DDDDD
i really really really love you guys and we must must must keep in touch okay!!!!
and BIg THANKS to all the wonderful lecturers. without you guys. ahhaa there's wouldn't be a diploma in tourism and resot management. (:

with so much thay has happen and with what thats on my bowl now.
i really wished i was back to when i was still a freshmen in school. knowing nothing and enjoying life.
going thru the purest joy of friendship and love from everyone. simple and easy life
there's just so much responsiblities and things to worry about now.
it's sickening.

for those of you who knew what happened yea i just got locked up by you-know-who-are-they. chains and locks. it's scary.
i dont know how long am i supposed to be living in fear for. but pray for me eh?
one thing for sure. moving house is on the top of my dad's to-do list.
):

.its been sooooo long since i last blogged.
.well internet at home's screwed up. you can't blame me for that. lols

.well. i did smth brave today. went over to my manager's desk and told her that i'll only be able to work till may after she's back from her trade show.
well not that i dont like the working environment here. i dont like her. hahaha
my colleagues are a bunch of funny people and working everyday has been fun. except on the days that my manager is around. which is almost everyday. and with the pathetic salary that i'm drawing. its okay. i can always find another part time and keep running around as part time.

which in short by the end of may i'l be back to my free self again. no more routine working hours. no more restricted lunch time. woohoo!!~~ how cool is that
okay i'm may be irresponsible for not working full time before i start my uni. but hello? i'm still working a part time okay. i'll still save up. so conclusion i'm still supporting myself and part of the family so i'm not being any irresponsible 20 years old *stares at you-know-who*

-i mean to the extend that my pay allows me to-

i'm still struggling as to whether i should pay the internet and cable tv bills for my bro or not. cos on the right side he signed the line and he should pay for it. but on the left side. everyone -which inculdes me- in the family use these two servcies so it's only right to pay for it. but then again. but i always believe in once bitten twice shy. so if i start now. i can forsee that the future starhub bills will start running to me and you can sure see that big smile on that starhub director face and a big hole in my pocket. dang~

but after working for sooooooooo long. i mean its srsly long. from my internship to my part time and to the full time that i'm at now. i realise that i'm not ready to take up so much responsibility yet. i'm only 20 man~ i should have the life that i want to. meet my friends and window shop. go for dance. attend singing classes. thats the way life shoule be. i dont want to get stuck in the standard routine of wakeup-gowork-eatlunch-gohome that kinda thing. its not me. that's how grown up women are like. but not for a girl like me. totally not my thing. wahaha

i miss all my friends. and i miss everyone that i know. ahhaha work has taken up alot of time from me to do things that i like. so people starting calling me out in june okay!! hahahha. i'll be free!!!

:DDDDDDDD

and i'm hinting to people who lives near me. wahahaha :DDDDDD